1) I'm so painfully shy around women and some guys that I ended up having a relationship with someone I didn't even like, because he was the only one I could look in the eye without turning beet red--which was only because I had absolutely no feelings for him.
2) I'm in love with a guy who is older than me, is about to graduate from our school, has a girlfriend, does not have any feelings for me, finds me annoying on occasion, but would, I quote, "hit that." I try my best to ignore him, but he's perhaps the greatest guy I've ever met. Handsome, extremely intelligent, funny, clever, and has some nice muscles but they aren't the gross beefy kind. He is my bishie. :worried:
3) I have practically no social skills. I offend people every day without even realizing it, most of the time. It's mostly because of my bluntness, but I've also found that some of my traits just offend people, after asking them why they don't like me; I'm Wiccan, white, don't like Obama (which MUST mean I'm racist), have frizzy hair, am not attractive, overweight, don't like stupid people, don't have nice clothes because I'm poor.
4) I have so few friends that this year there was no point in me having a sweet sixteen.
This thread is a bit depressing..:worried: