This is a Poem I wrote back when I was in my first year of high school. It was based on something personal in my life when I was younger. I can't believe I found this after all these years haha.
I figure life is just like a test
A series of trials in which we must all do our best
But that was just a guess
My life is nothin but garbage its just a freakin' mess
As I clench my teeth and close my eyes
And feel the feelings of rage erupting all inside
I look at my life and I just want to die
And rise from the grave reborn as another guy
I feel the world is just like the sea
Its unforgiving, it doesn't stop for one like me
The world continues to spin as we climb to the top
Then were surrounded by sin and we begin to drop
I use to have my pride but now I'm living without
I'm just wanting to cry but the tears just wont come out
I want to scream out loud but the voice just wont come out
Choked up by clouds of doubt I just cant figure life out
My chest is buzzing like a hive of bees
With every thump of my heart I can feel a sting
I'm unable to handle the pain crushed under pressure
So I decided to carve out my heart and release its nectar
I may be young but my life feels like its at its end
I wish I can press reset on my life and restart it again
So that I can do the things I've merely whispered I would do
And make the choices in life I've always wanted to do
But I can't- Such is life
I curse those fated dice of life
For bringing me a life so trife
I had no time to fully ripe
This is another one I wrote, but I can't remember exactly what I wrote it for. Might have been homework or something from english class.
We do not care
The world?
We strip it bare
The poor?
We do not share
Kind hearts?
Their oh so rare
We do not care
Unlucky?
Lifes just not fair
Wrong choices?
Causes despair
To dream?
Call it a dare
We do not care
Love hate?
Call it a pair
Your in pain?
We only stare
Open hearts?
Starting to tear
We do not care
Life's short?
Just be prepared
For most lives?
A long nightmare
In this world?
We do not care
