I'm angry at everything, all the time. It's my core emotion, keeps me sharp and in controlled bursts aids my training.
My mates mom got put in hospital by some thugs, she may never walk properly again due to a ruptured achilles tendon and snapped fibula. As yet I don't know who it was which makes me angry as I'd like to show em what it feels like to suffer and be afraid like she did.
I'm having difficulty sleeping, I don't know why but it pisses me off.
The weather's crap for parkour an there's too much snow and ice, further adding to my rage.
I've had to spend 3 whole weeks out of the dojo, which is my peace and balance. This also makes me mad.
My girlfriend is going into the regular army soon. She may start in Jan or March, either way I won't see her for three months. Then she will be most likely posted out very soon after. This both terrifies me and angers me that I can't be there to protect here.
There's a myriad of other things but spilling them all, even behind the veil of internet anonymity makes me start to unravel, so I'll stop.
